Abanoned

I start to shake and it literally feels like there are butterflies in my stomach. I am not in love, I feel abandoned. Abanoned is such a big word. So often we feel like we are alone in the world, we scream and no one heres us. We hope that maybe there was someone out there that at least heard a whisper, but it feels like no one did. This week has been a week when I just feel alone, it's like I am scream and people are hearing me ,but just dust me off and send me on my way. I am flabbergasted as to why? Why is it that when I am down the only thing people care about is what friend is coming through there door next. Yes, at times it feels like no one is listening, but truth is there is someone so much greater that hears every cry and holds my hand along the way. I am not abandoned.